Understanding Yourself

Matthew 11-28: Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

“My favorite verse to begin this text.  Where I find all”.

Through the bad experiences, or hard experiences. I understood some blessings, at the same time found some answers  from God throught the Scriptures.  I try to understand many things more, it could be the destiny that God assigned me my mission in this life. So these events taught me the values and the same time I know by myself, everything is the same important to find the way, the bad and good moments in my life, and sometimes is necessary touch deeper is important to understand my present.

I would like to share with you, how it is possible to apply the love unfeigned to parents.

When my Father was sick of   chronic renal insufficiency, an illness that almost killed my father, so I decided to donate my kidney. After this event, I still feel satisfied with me, and I know that I serve as son of God. I remember of Jesus Christ taught us many values, I have one like him, the be valiant, for that I feel very happy for this achievement.     

I consider that forgiveness is a value and at the same time one act of love, when I felt affected by others person, when there was a mistake, as infidelity and betrayal, I understand because I’m human too, and anyone can be tempted, for that reason I try to forgive, and overcome soon-

For the natural man is an enemy to God, and has been from the fall of Adam. I have to understand that I wish to become as a child, humble patient and full of love and loyal to God for ever.

To me is a great tool to become as a child. There are not ties. I wish to express through of my eyes the same as a child expresses. That is one of my goal, to pursue every day to be meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord wants.

One quality of me, is love to kids, I feel very happy when I have the opportunity to play with them, it’s funny to me, I don't know where this came from, but I feel happy playing with them. So I love when my kids were born, I felt very happy with them, because I have the opportunity to teach and learn with them also. Is amazing when I see in my kids one part of me, this is a gift to understand of one part of me stay in my kids and the same time every one is unique like me.

I think that I have a good ability, my reflexes, I can't forget when I save the life of my sister, she was a girl and tried to cross the road running, but suddenly, I react, and  catch of her dress a short distance, in that moment one car pass faster, I have the fortune to avoid one accident  with my sister, she never knows what happen, because was too young, this just I know that happened.

My weakness:  was bad experience a divorce, as result was lose one's self-confidence. I had work with me during almost three years, begin to connecting with me again was slow. I had bad experience with the last relationship

But occasionally necessary try again and find solution, to my fears and looking for other opportunity to keep on or make a new

Relationship. Anyway I had to do one step forward, and begin again after a hard

lesson,  also I understand some things, therefore, looking for sense to live my life, and my sincere desire to be better person, was the most important thing to me, for that I determined to look to our Heavenly Father. and ask him with all my heart for a new opportunity, and he heard me, and months later I met to my wife, she was living very far from Mexico, she was born in Philippines and was living in Spain and she was a Mormon, a big gift for me, we are a couple since fifteen years ago and we have a three kids. My testimony is whether we ask heartily and pray God answer us.

I don't like my weaknesses, as sensation of anxiety when the stuff doesn't work well, I know that I need to trust in God and be patient, but sometimes I lost the control, so I have to be  little by little be patient and be smart, I think  a solution comes always.

I think that I'm fortunate because God have answer when I need of him, and the Angels They are with me or the Spirit, because I feel that protect to me every day.

 Guilt, was a ghost that followed me for a long time, and many questions in my mind.

I had to go with the psychologist to talk about me for a long time. And I saw that I was empty without love, without dreams, boring, and sad. Till perhaps I needed some recognition, I think just I needed a little of love, to take strength by my parents, although I was younger, we still need words of generosity and push no limits for anyone. I felt alone in these times, I was rebel, but the heart needs, the love cure.

The Love cure any bad moment.

 Values

I would love to improve spiritually with my family·        Faith

My family likes to help each other because we are united·        Solidarity

The enthusiasm is the best of me, since I wake up in the morning.·        Optimism

I enjoy all the moments with my family, because, it is the best part of me.·        Union, Appreciation

I like to make more money, because I can help someone when is necessary·        generous

It's important save money and be grateful every moment·        grateful

I like to be generous with the person , whenever it is possible ·        authentic   
                                      
 A quality of me is to be tolerant when the people have different beliefs·        respect

Always I follow the right pathway to find peace, the Wisdom is a good part from God.
·        humble

The plurality is a right of everyone, I like to express myself freely·        freedom

I like to work, because it means to apply my creativeness, and keep the spirit. I'm a positive man.·        Accountability

 when you have the control, and not fall in temptations, the wisdom come from God·         Spiritual

I'm excellent employee, because I am constant, and I like to learn any process to work.·        Perseverance

If I'm prudent, the people trust in me·        Confidence

The best part of the day, is in the sunrise, always is a new sensation to be part of this history, 

I like writing my own script ·        Authenticity

Sometimes I enjoy to be alone, is the best moment to feel close to God.·        meditate

God always observe me every day, I see his signals to guide me.·        humble  
                      
The pain is one signal that you are alive, and keep going is another signal that I can overcome it ·        Assurance

The best intention, Is to love as God did ·        Love, humble

the best of me, is to see to the eyes like a child does ·        Honesty 

      I feel complete when I delivered all expected of me, I don't reserve nothing    ·        Friendship, loyalty, respect 

I'm sure that still exist the good persons in this world ·        Truly , Faith

Never let lose your identity, although you have bad moments. ·        strength

Maintain the flame on, this represent your attitude, although the strong winds hit you, and never let to flame turns off, ·        Strength. Faith